[20 Aug 2008|07:02pm] __lyricsxwhore [shallow_promise] It turns out you were into yourself It turns out you can fuck your way out Just once more for my baby girl It turns out you were into yourself It turns out you can fuck your way out And no one ever knew... HELP! ok this isn't a lyric question but i need everyones creativity! i just joined a roller derby league and i get to pick a derby name... but i can't think of one. so please help me come up with a name! after a name is picked it has to be registered so that no one has similar names or the same name. so check out this mastery list- http://www.twoevils.org/rollergirls/ any help is appreciated. thank you sooo much this is my league http://www.myspace.com/cnyrollerderbyleague there's a map on the page that shows most of the leagues in the states so check it out and see if there's a league by you! post comment

holding on to feel the same. [19 Aug 2008|12:40am] canibyourmemory For some reason today just happened to be a slap in the face. I've been looking through facebook, looking at everyone's "last days of summer" and "countdown to college" albums... It really makes me feel like I've been and will be missing out. I've worked my ass off this summer for absolutely nothing. It's every fucking day I'm just working working working and I hate it. I haven't seen the friends I know i'll miss and will most likely drift from. Hell, people have tried to hang out but I've been so fucking busy! I look at pictures thinking, I should've been there.. I wish I'd had been there. Jenny's already fucking gone to school and I haven't hung out with her much, if at all this summer... and that was a BEST friend... WHAT THE FUCK?! Like... I'm just so lost. I hate this. I seriously hate this. I'm so mad at myself for working harder. If I put my fucking head into it I could've gotten into a good school and not feel like this. I'M IN THE SAME FUCKING PLACE. I'll continue to work at Hellenic and will see EVERYONE from high school, they all go there for lunch and/or work with me! So it's like I'm not moving forward WHATSOEVER. I feel like such an idiot, such a failure.. I just miss everyone so much and they're all leaving :[ And I wish I spent my summer differently. I HATE work. I HATE IT. I saw Meghann ONCE, feels like I've seen Carissa only 5 or 6 times... I feel so weak. And my BIRTHDAY is coming up. I should be happy. But it's all so scary. Everyone seems to know I'm afraid of change, I HATE it. I'm going to be an adult, I'm going to have to make choices, give a shit, pay close attention, work the same fucking amount i'm working now to get by! I know this birthday will be meaningless and it's like.. it's the big 1-8, it should be amazing. But I have no money.. my boyfriend has no money... there's not going to be the perfect gift or the perfect night out or even a birthday cake! I know, I sound so mellow dramatic, no birthday cake, oh my god... but that's just what makes a birthday special and it signifies that this birthday is going to suck because i'm growing up and everything is changing and it sucks, IT SUCKS, i'm ranting and I don't give a fuck. i'm no joke taking a month off work to be my old self again. to spend time with friends, go to their school and have fun. i missed out on this summer. for nothing. for no money. no fun. just misurey. i cant stop crying and don't know what to do to make it better... but this ranting helped just a little. post comment

Sunday Secrets [17 Aug 2008|07:07am] postsecret http://postsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/sunday-secrets_17.html PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard. -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 17, 2008 2:12 PM Subject: Brief Encounter clip on youtube It happens around 2:21 in this clip (and around 1:10:00 in the movie) -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 17, 2008 12:23 PM Subject: "I Torture My Husband's Ex-Mistress" I have continually made life hell for a man who used and then dumped me unceremoniously over five years ago. It's nothing physical - he lives in another state now - but he's been fired because his employers have received notes from me, his flight arrangements are often cancelled, complaints made to his landlord, his electricity mysteriously turned off. Reading this card, I have decided to stop, because it made me realize that by not letting go, the only one I'm really torturing is myself. -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 17, 2008 1:42 PM Subject: Kurt Vonnegut Kurt Vonnegut liked to say of Isaac Asimov, though both of them were avid humanists, "He's in heaven now." I think Kurt, too, is in heaven now. PostSecret Proposals: Frank's PostSecret Blog on MySpace My wife and I were recently invited to a Wedding to be held at the American Visionary Art Museum. We don't know the couple. They invited us because of the groom's creative marriage proposal at the PostSecret exhibit and we can't wait to attend. Here is their romantic story as told to me by Rebecca Hoffberger, the founder of the AVAM. For people who don't know, most of the secrets are displayed along the side of a circular staircase that gradually rises to the third floor of the museum. As the couple slowly ascended the stairs she read every PostSecret postcard. He knew she would because it had been her idea to attend the exhibit. What she did not know was that earlier he had made a special arrangement with me to replace the last post card with a special one he had created just for her see. When they reached the top of the stairs she read the final card, "I don't know if I believe in God, but I believe something Great brought you into my life. If you turn around I'll ask you to marry me. . . " [Read the rest of this story and watch a video of a live PostSecret Proposal at Frank's PostSecret Blog on MySpace.] Another PostSecret exhibit is currently on display at the Yeiser Art Center 277 comments|post comment

Sunday Secrets [10 Aug 2008|12:01am] postsecret http://postsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/sunday-secrets_09.html PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard. -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2008 12:59 AM Subject: Re: Christian Virgin Cosmo Post I waited until marriage to have sex, myself, and also trusted Cosmo to help get myself "ready" with its plethora of tips. Unfortunately, I set myself up for disappointment. My secret is that once I stopped believing sex was everything it is described to be in Cosmo, in movies, and on television, the better it got and the more I enjoyed it! -----Email Message----- Subject: The Onion's response to COSMO's sex tips: -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2008 1:37 PM i have never spent more time alone in my life than i do now. and i have never felt LESS lonely.... -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2008 7:57 AM When I was a kid, I believed that they used robots to film kissing moments in TV or movies (because why would people who were married to other people be allowed to kiss?). -----Email Message----- Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2008 8:44 AM My ex did this. I didn't go to the hospital. All it did was assure me that he was not the kind of person I could trust with my safety because he was willing to be that cavalier with his own. -----Email Message----- Subject: Monopoly Money Secret I have been hiding my money for a few years now. Every birthday, I used to get $25 from my nonni (grandma). She died this april. I had a dream about her about a week ago, and then the next day I decided to wear some pants that were shoved in the back of my dresser... I found $25. Thanks, nonni. -----Email Message----- Subject: I left my secret in NYC Two months ago I found out my fiance was cheating on me, I packed my things and planned a trip to New York. My last day in the city my friend and I went to the Borders book store by Penn Station. He was off looking at something else and I wandered over to the perfect spot to do something I had been wanting to do for over a month. I went over to the book made sure no one was looking and left the ring my ex-fiance gave me on top of the book - my secret attached. " I'm so sure and scared. I'm always going to be that girl who is never enough." I walked away. It was empowering and heart breaking at the same time. Only about 1/2 of me wonders what happened to it. -----Email Message----- Subject: re: beautiful if i ignore you on the train, it's because i think you're intimidatingly good-looking... See more secrets. Read thousands of submitted "six-word memoirs" and post your own for possible inclusion in a new book. Visit Frank's PostSecret Blog on MySpace. nobody fits into only six words. -- Posted by aura-joon. on Aug 10, 2008 1:34 PM Kisses are lies I tell myself. -- Posted by Ryan on Aug 10, 2008 1:35 PM your secrets help me with mine -- Posted by Madeline on Aug 10, 2008 1:36 PM didn't break, followed heart, life's grand! -- Posted by Cate on Aug 10, 2008 1:36 PM 394 comments|post comment

[09 Aug 2008|09:48am] __lyricsxwhore [lilredheadbmw] post comment

Request.. [08 Aug 2008|09:42pm] __lyricsxwhore [music_whore] Hey, I noticed things have been pretty quiet around the comm lately.. but I was wondering if any of you girls out there knew of any songs with lyrics telling someone to back off out of their koolaid. In other words, some stalker is after my boyfriend and I wanna rub her face in the fact that he's all mine so she'll take a bit of a hint (hopefully). Know of any songs? Thanks in advance. =) See, I know that you may be just a bit jealous of me. But you're blind if you can't see that his love is all in me. The Boy Is Mine - Brandy & Monica post comment

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